Sunday, July 26, 2009
It is summer, and in the mist of early morning the boat sways silent as a lily pad.
It is summer, and the heat fragments me to so many summers past. The filthy shack in Brittany, the silent Rhynnog mountains, the shooting star over a Sicilian amphitheatre. Time concertinaed at the scent of sunblock.
It is summer, and I achieve a personal best – sixteen mosquito bites on one leg.
It is summer, and with the sun blazing outside I do three deals beneath a ceiling fan’s languid spin. I laugh quietly to myself and say hah! to the idea that publishers aren’t buying books.
It is summer, and we hear there are two pups left in the litter of wire-haired dachshunds. We are going to see them. (I think we all know where this is going.)
It is summer, and Anne-Marie Conway becomes a professional writer with a three-book deal for STARMAKERS with Usborne in the UK. She demonstrates so much I know to be true about this business – that it is the equation of talent plus determination plus flexibility that pays off.
It is summer, and I wonder how you can never have enough white, wide-leg pants in the closet – and yet they look like rejects from Planet Zog during the remaining eight months of the year.
It is summer, and I hope that people will choose my talk on ‘Writing and selling in the global marketplace’ at SCBWI LA. Because I will be far from home on this birthday, and I’d like to share it with you.
It is summer, and the humid night is loud with the scratching, chirping rumpus of cicadas and frogs.
It is summer, and Simon & Schuster win a tense fight for UK and Commonwealth rights in Brenna Yovanoff’s FE. Two auctions, two sides of the Atlantic. And we have unequalled reach, unequalled knowledge, for these transatlantic deals.
It is summer, and soon I will walk down Avenue of the Stars for the first time.
It is summer, and I bake my first brownies – like molten lava, laced with 97% chocolate and four kinds of nut, you will expand simply by looking at them.
It is summer, and I sell Lindsey Leavitt’s novel, SEAN GRISWOLD’S HEAD, to Scholastic in the UK. She now has four English-language publishers (Hyperion US/Egmont UK for PRINCESS FOR HIRE and Bloomsbury US/Scholastic UK for SEAN). I am very, very satisfied at this exploitation of rights –the first task of the literary agent.
It is summer, and I would like to lie outstretched on the cool grass and stare up at the sky. But it’s not time to stop yet, there is so much more to do.
It is summer, and we have helped to change some people’s lives for the better. The best job in the world, and the greatest privilege.
It is summer.
Sunday, July 12, 2009
1 Even a cod can be sacred
I must admit that I wouldn’t have been convinced had I not gone to Boston for the first time last weekend and seen the Sacred Cod with my own eyes. For those who don’t know, the Cod hangs in splendour in the Massachusetts state house—and is now, for me, the emblem of a city which has grabbed my heart. Boston has it all – history (tons of the stuff), coffee shops, elegant new buildings, boat trips across the harbour, ancient graveyards, crabcakes of succulent loveliness, antiquarian book stores to die for.. . . and Beacon Hill, which has now become # 46 (in no particular order) of ‘places Sarah would like to live.’ Britain’s favourite food – cod and chips – will never look the same again. And long live Boston Cream Pie!
2 There are some eras during which one is fortunate not to have lived
Part 1: I had always considered myself pretty knowledgeable on the First World War (the 1914-18 variety), partly due to having spent many happy hours as a child/teenager pulling my father’s books on the subject out of his glass-fronted mahogany bookcases and reading accounts of the Somme (and other holocausts) that were entirely inappropriate for my age. And also because the man my Granny really wanted to marry (as opposed to his brother whom she actually did marry) died at Ypres. However, Hew Strachan’s extraordinary TV series that Husband and I are currently watching night after night has immersed us in a grey, grainy, great-coated misery that reveals things we didn’t know – Italian soldiers fighting high in the Alps. And oh, the poor Serbs . . . A great, groaning agony that spat out a new world.
Part 2: Yesterday I added Antietam to the list of civil-war battlefields I have visited. British people don’t grow up knowing much about the American civil war so here, only a few miles from the first battle of Manassas, I have made it my business to find out. On September 17, 1862, McLellan and the Union army met General Robert E. Lee and his army of Northern Virginia near Sharpsburg, Maryland. The result – known as Antietam after the creek of that name - was the bloodiest day of combat in American history. Thousands died in the Cornfield. Thousands died on the Sunken Road, known now as Bloody Lane. Twenty-three thousand in all. We walked through the soft, shimmering grass of summer and saw them.
3 Parents never stop worrying about or missing their children
I have one in the Middle East, somewhat ill, doing things that are anxiety-inducing, in extreme heat. I have another four weeks off starting at U California, but currently one visa short of a full load. Need I say more.
4 It is not a good sign when you dream about your Blackberry
But that is what I did last night. It seems that in my dream I was in New York at some publishing event, attended by those lovely people from Egmont USA. Regina Griffin was (in my dream) moving house, and suddenly – before my eyes – my Blackberry doubled in size and turned into a Garmin sat-nav. Panic – where were my emails???? They had vanished and all I could see were roads. This could either mean I’ve become very preoccupied with the planning for my upcoming trip to LA. Or it could just mean I’ve gone completely mad.
5 There is nothing like the exaltation of facing down your demons
I have two major demons. One is Not Yet Ready to be Discussed. The other, I conquered this week. It is embarrassingly feeble, so please be nice to me as I confess. Here goes: ‘My name is Sarah and I used to be scared to swim with my face in the water.’ Now I can, with the help of my pink goggles. OK, it’s a silly, small thing to you – but a great big thing to me. And now I can even do the crawl. Family members are in a state of shock; all the former order of the world has been overturned. Sarah’s hair gets wet. An old dog can learn new tricks!
6 Everything matters to a writer
This is what I really, really believe – that everything we do and feel, all the things we experience, MATTER to our writing. Because these are the things that we are, and our writing comes from that place within us. What else can there be? The craft of writing simply orders and shapes that which we know. This is what I have:
Three blue flowers blooming among the waving grass of Bloody Lane. A fragment of stained grey coat that vanishes as I turn my head. The ache in my heart because however hard I try, I can’t make things ‘right’ for the people I love. An unfolding map that writes my onward journey. And the silence at the bottom of a deep, blue pool.
It is from all these, and so much more, that I lay down my words.
7 Always keep a good horse to hand
Paul Revere knew this, and all those years ago he saw the lanterns, leapt on his horse and went charging out of Boston, yelling (though actually he didn’t really), ‘The British are coming! The British are coming!’
So, polish your bridle and prepare the oats. Mr Revere was right. The British are indeed coming – and our names are Sarah and Julia.
Enjoy your week and take care.